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A mimicry of girl
Innocuously outspoken
Bold and inviting
Painting the picture of
Who she is

No one knows
The dulling numbness within
The cold heart longing to be melted
The dark shadows seeping out every now and then

"I'm okay, how are you?"
She'd divert the conversation
Secrecy was absolute
Shielding her fragile youth

Bright and bubbly
Laughter constantly filling the air
It was easier this way
At least that's what she kept telling herself

No one needs to know
The sorrow residing in her shell
The anguish her carefully sequinned mask conceals
The chain of memories that continue to strangle her

She wasn't getting caught up in the past
It was something more than that
It was always something greater it seemed
A long silence left unbroken

Sympathize with their emotional turmoil
Speak optimistically of the future
An tiring cycle of ups and downs
They never returned her inquiries

No one tries to know
The detachment that now seems normal
The dread and desperation as she is ignored
The true self just past the thick curtains

How to be well liked
To listen yet never be listened to
A soundless voice
Do they never wonder?

No one will know
The burden of knowing too much too young
The need for distance in the form of never fully being present
The way she sits alone and stares out the window

Watching as the world goes on
It no longer matters
When there's nothing left to stay for
She smiles placidly at her so-called friends and those who said they cared
Playing charades
Breakthrough
I'm going down
fall freely
tumble down the hole

black eyes
of the midnight dark
piercing my back
ever watching

a shadow
leers and creeps
pass over me
know you'll never
consume me

if only they could

thoughts
like an ocean tide
surging from the depths

overcoming me
racing through
the forest trees
to a land we've yet to find

if only we could

free fall
they call
echoes
spread the word

quickly
quietly
whispers come and go
escape this while you can

if only you could

the fears and regrets
they nag
tugging at the edges
of my mind

a struggle fierce
yet futile erupts
grasping for that last chance
flashing images of what could be

if only I could

I collapse at the bottom
too weak to resist
the urge to close
my eyes

if only...
14 years already !!! ;ooo Wow... And I've only just discovered this site like... Hmm.. I'm not sure anymore... =w=" All the years sorta blend together after a while
Even though I've personally only been around for about a year... ^^" (and even so, not being very active...)

1st Creation by Manga-Grl <- >///< ahsfjksdlbvf this was my first art submission, made with dA Mural.. I'm not really good at making art on the computer at all :/ still needs A LOT more work

When Things Are Looking UpWhen things are looking up
I'll stop staring at the ground
looking at my dirt covered shoes
wondering if life will be this way forever
I'll start gazing at the open sky
freedom that cannot be denied
with a whole world still to discover
Begin living a new chapter
it's the turn of the century
finding a fresh outlook
So now I pick up the slack
at long last working hard to succeed
and it's all because
things
   are
     looking
        up
 <- the first piece of writing that I submitted... :< not quite sure what my intentions were when I wrote this anymore, I think maybe I was just using poetry as a way to rant as usual

What I AmI'm a dusty chest
Lying around in an empty room
I don't have anything
Just an empty shell
I'm a lonely doll
Left sitting on a shelf
I only want to be adored
Just an unwanted toy
I'm a cracked plate
Taking up space
Others will take my place
Just an imperfect piece
I'm a darkened lamp
That won't ever see the light
They keep me locked away
Just useless junk
I'm a stranger
Passed by on a busy street
No one cares about me
Just another face
I'm a casket
Silently buried underground
Close my lid and forget
Just a mistake
 <- from a time when I was feeling somewhat philosophical... ;u; definitely did not expect to get featured in a group for this one.. I feel like I've kind of grown with my writing pieces, especially when comparing the more recent ones (the ones I havent even submitted yet..) to the older ones

 Frozen Lights by Manga-Grl <- I really like this picture.. It really captured the moment in my opinion, given that it was just a week or two before Christmas and it just froze over in a pretty way. I'm glad that others seemed to think so too, seeing as it got a few favourites~ ^ ^ Also, it was my first photo submission (I think...?)

Totoro by Manga-Grl <- I loooove to sew plushies, and this was the first photo submission I made of any creation that I physically made :3 I surprisingly got a couple of comments for this.. maybe I'll post more of my plushies sometime.. or my clay creations.. 

Mother Nature by Manga-Grl <- first ever drawing submission... o///o I question myself for this.. FHSAJKGLF, LIKE, WHY DID I EVER POST THIS, WHY WHYWHYWWHYWHWYHWYHWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY T_T not quite my usual style. . . idkkkk


Overall, deviantART has inspired me to explore more medias (like, whenever I find some gorgeous artwork while browsing, created by some really awesome artist, I just fdsajshgosufhvoxzifdhoi)
I really hope that I can continue to grow as a writer and as an artist!! c;
14 years already !!! ;ooo Wow... And I've only just discovered this site like... Hmm.. I'm not sure anymore... =w=" All the years sorta blend together after a while
Even though I've personally only been around for about a year... ^^" (and even so, not being very active...)

1st Creation by Manga-Grl <- >///< ahsfjksdlbvf this was my first art submission, made with dA Mural.. I'm not really good at making art on the computer at all :/ still needs A LOT more work

When Things Are Looking UpWhen things are looking up
I'll stop staring at the ground
looking at my dirt covered shoes
wondering if life will be this way forever
I'll start gazing at the open sky
freedom that cannot be denied
with a whole world still to discover
Begin living a new chapter
it's the turn of the century
finding a fresh outlook
So now I pick up the slack
at long last working hard to succeed
and it's all because
things
   are
     looking
        up
 <- the first piece of writing that I submitted... :< not quite sure what my intentions were when I wrote this anymore, I think maybe I was just using poetry as a way to rant as usual

What I AmI'm a dusty chest
Lying around in an empty room
I don't have anything
Just an empty shell
I'm a lonely doll
Left sitting on a shelf
I only want to be adored
Just an unwanted toy
I'm a cracked plate
Taking up space
Others will take my place
Just an imperfect piece
I'm a darkened lamp
That won't ever see the light
They keep me locked away
Just useless junk
I'm a stranger
Passed by on a busy street
No one cares about me
Just another face
I'm a casket
Silently buried underground
Close my lid and forget
Just a mistake
 <- from a time when I was feeling somewhat philosophical... ;u; definitely did not expect to get featured in a group for this one.. I feel like I've kind of grown with my writing pieces, especially when comparing the more recent ones (the ones I havent even submitted yet..) to the older ones

 Frozen Lights by Manga-Grl <- I really like this picture.. It really captured the moment in my opinion, given that it was just a week or two before Christmas and it just froze over in a pretty way. I'm glad that others seemed to think so too, seeing as it got a few favourites~ ^ ^ Also, it was my first photo submission (I think...?)

Totoro by Manga-Grl <- I loooove to sew plushies, and this was the first photo submission I made of any creation that I physically made :3 I surprisingly got a couple of comments for this.. maybe I'll post more of my plushies sometime.. or my clay creations.. 

Mother Nature by Manga-Grl <- first ever drawing submission... o///o I question myself for this.. FHSAJKGLF, LIKE, WHY DID I EVER POST THIS, WHY WHYWHYWWHYWHWYHWYHWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY T_T not quite my usual style. . . idkkkk


Overall, deviantART has inspired me to explore more medias (like, whenever I find some gorgeous artwork while browsing, created by some really awesome artist, I just fdsajshgosufhvoxzifdhoi)
I really hope that I can continue to grow as a writer and as an artist!! c;

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